1 00:00:01,228 --> 00:00:04,598 Previously on Criminal Minds: Evolution... 2 00:00:04,698 --> 00:00:05,933 Dad? 3 00:00:06,033 --> 00:00:07,033 I'm gonna have Rebecca petition 4 00:00:07,034 --> 00:00:08,436 for us to be allowed to conduct 5 00:00:08,536 --> 00:00:10,404 a competency evaluation to see 6 00:00:10,504 --> 00:00:12,105 if he is actually suffering from brain damage 7 00:00:12,205 --> 00:00:15,809 or giving us all an Oscar-worthy performance. 8 00:00:15,943 --> 00:00:17,144 If Voit did leave behind 9 00:00:17,244 --> 00:00:19,413 a plan for his followers to rise up... 10 00:00:19,513 --> 00:00:21,081 You realize what you're saying? 11 00:00:21,181 --> 00:00:24,184 I'm saying that I have to start playing Father Knows Best 12 00:00:24,284 --> 00:00:25,953 with that jagoff. 13 00:00:26,086 --> 00:00:27,855 - Migraine? - Oh, yeah. 14 00:00:27,955 --> 00:00:30,458 - I just need a minute. - Oh! 15 00:00:30,591 --> 00:00:31,992 My husband just collapsed. 16 00:00:32,092 --> 00:00:33,293 Is there an update? 17 00:00:33,427 --> 00:00:36,163 They're saying that Will suffered an aneurysm. 18 00:00:37,030 --> 00:00:39,367 Will's dead. 19 00:00:40,133 --> 00:00:42,870 ♪ When I'm gone ♪ 20 00:00:45,138 --> 00:00:48,576 ♪ When I'm gone ♪ 21 00:00:50,544 --> 00:00:52,480 ♪ When I'm gone... ♪ 22 00:00:52,580 --> 00:00:54,314 Ask me again. 23 00:00:54,415 --> 00:00:55,649 Jennifer Jareau, will you marry me? 24 00:00:55,783 --> 00:00:57,017 Yeah. 25 00:00:58,986 --> 00:01:02,022 They say that good things happen to good people. 26 00:01:02,155 --> 00:01:04,157 Today is one of those days. 27 00:01:04,257 --> 00:01:06,326 ♪ 'Cause when the darkness comes a-calling... ♪ 28 00:01:06,460 --> 00:01:08,028 I love you. 29 00:01:08,128 --> 00:01:09,763 I love you, too. 30 00:01:09,863 --> 00:01:13,667 ♪ 'Cause this life is as fragile as a dream ♪ 31 00:01:13,767 --> 00:01:16,769 ♪ And nothing's ever really ♪ 32 00:01:16,770 --> 00:01:20,173 ♪ As it seems ♪ 33 00:01:20,974 --> 00:01:23,377 ♪ As it seems. ♪ 34 00:01:23,511 --> 00:01:25,212 - Mom! - Mom! 35 00:01:27,681 --> 00:01:30,117 Hey, um, don't mind me if I, like, 36 00:01:30,217 --> 00:01:31,685 cling to you today, okay? 37 00:01:31,785 --> 00:01:33,887 Oh, I welcome it. 38 00:01:33,987 --> 00:01:36,624 Just wish it wasn't because of what happened. 39 00:01:37,491 --> 00:01:38,992 God, how long were they together? 40 00:01:39,092 --> 00:01:41,061 Oh, my God, 18 years. 41 00:01:41,161 --> 00:01:43,162 It's just, it's so shocking. 42 00:01:43,163 --> 00:01:45,733 - And sad. - Mm. 43 00:01:45,866 --> 00:01:48,569 Life's cruising along, and then just... 44 00:01:48,702 --> 00:01:50,771 - that's it. - Yeah. 45 00:01:50,871 --> 00:01:53,441 My grandma always said that, uh, 46 00:01:53,541 --> 00:01:56,710 love was the saddest thing because, eventually, 47 00:01:56,844 --> 00:01:58,412 - one of you is gonna die. - Wow. 48 00:01:58,512 --> 00:02:02,282 - Way to inspire, Granny. Hmm. - Yeah, I know. 49 00:02:02,382 --> 00:02:05,085 - But, uh, does make you think. - Yeah. 50 00:02:05,218 --> 00:02:07,421 Life's too short to be unhappy. 51 00:02:07,555 --> 00:02:09,857 - Hmm. - D-D-D-Don't make a short joke. 52 00:02:09,957 --> 00:02:11,892 - It's so hard not to make one. - I know. 53 00:02:11,992 --> 00:02:13,160 Hmm. 54 00:02:13,260 --> 00:02:14,762 Okay, I promise, no short jokes 55 00:02:14,862 --> 00:02:16,730 if we promise each other this: 56 00:02:16,830 --> 00:02:20,166 we choose happiness. Always. 57 00:02:20,167 --> 00:02:21,435 Always. 58 00:02:22,202 --> 00:02:24,404 I guess we're all ticking time bombs. 59 00:02:24,505 --> 00:02:26,707 Still can't believe it. 60 00:02:27,608 --> 00:02:29,743 Yeah, maybe, uh, after the service, 61 00:02:29,843 --> 00:02:31,311 it'll seem real. 62 00:02:31,411 --> 00:02:32,780 It's been five days already. 63 00:02:32,913 --> 00:02:34,948 Must feel like eternity to JJ. 64 00:02:35,082 --> 00:02:38,619 At least we're distracted by cases... and Voit. 65 00:02:39,820 --> 00:02:43,023 I need Garcia to find another lead on the network. 66 00:02:43,123 --> 00:02:45,593 I hate that Voit is our only hope. 67 00:02:45,693 --> 00:02:48,128 Yeah, a guy who doesn't remember anything. 68 00:02:48,228 --> 00:02:49,463 I don't want to believe it either, 69 00:02:49,597 --> 00:02:50,564 but you know he's not faking, right? 70 00:02:50,664 --> 00:02:51,531 Yeah, I know, 71 00:02:51,532 --> 00:02:52,766 but I don't like it. 72 00:02:52,866 --> 00:02:53,934 Can't fight the science, right? 73 00:02:54,067 --> 00:02:55,102 I have great news. 74 00:02:55,202 --> 00:02:57,104 I actually got approval to run 75 00:02:57,204 --> 00:02:59,339 a personality and problematic traits inventory 76 00:02:59,439 --> 00:03:00,841 - on Voit. - Isn't that a test 77 00:03:00,941 --> 00:03:02,275 to determine if kids are budding psychopaths? 78 00:03:02,375 --> 00:03:03,611 It is, 79 00:03:03,711 --> 00:03:05,879 but given that Voit's history of violence 80 00:03:05,979 --> 00:03:07,881 has been erased from his memory, he actually qualifies. 81 00:03:07,981 --> 00:03:09,149 - Right. - I mean, after a brain trauma 82 00:03:09,282 --> 00:03:10,183 like his, we should see 83 00:03:10,283 --> 00:03:11,383 a higher level of aggression 84 00:03:11,384 --> 00:03:13,453 and antisocial behavior, but so far 85 00:03:13,554 --> 00:03:14,887 Voit's been the complete opposite. 86 00:03:14,888 --> 00:03:16,556 That's very on-brand for him. 87 00:03:16,557 --> 00:03:18,257 - Mm-hmm. - Can this line of questioning 88 00:03:18,258 --> 00:03:19,827 give Rossi a break from talking to Voit? 89 00:03:19,927 --> 00:03:21,228 Oh, it's doubtful. 90 00:03:21,328 --> 00:03:22,729 I mean, so far, Dave is our best chance 91 00:03:22,730 --> 00:03:24,764 at getting Voit to recover his actual memories. 92 00:03:24,765 --> 00:03:26,299 Until then, we don't see 93 00:03:26,399 --> 00:03:27,868 any violent tendencies out of him, 94 00:03:27,968 --> 00:03:29,769 we don't have a chance of proving he is who we know he is. 95 00:03:29,770 --> 00:03:32,372 So we need to figure out how to speed the process up. 96 00:03:33,340 --> 00:03:35,775 What about a witness or survivor? 97 00:03:35,776 --> 00:03:37,711 It's Voit. There were no witnesses. 98 00:03:37,811 --> 00:03:39,212 There is a survivor. 99 00:03:39,312 --> 00:03:41,849 Except Ramona Havener couldn't identify Voit. 100 00:03:41,949 --> 00:03:43,350 Maybe not back then, 101 00:03:43,483 --> 00:03:45,452 but she was still in shock when we debriefed her. 102 00:03:45,553 --> 00:03:48,188 Yeah, it's a risk. She could be re-traumatized. 103 00:03:48,321 --> 00:03:50,057 Uh, yeah, I hear you, and that is the last thing 104 00:03:50,157 --> 00:03:52,359 that I want to do, but this is where we are with Voit as well. 105 00:03:52,492 --> 00:03:54,194 I mean, awakening the killer is a risk, 106 00:03:54,327 --> 00:03:57,164 but the only way to charge him with being Sicarius is for him 107 00:03:57,264 --> 00:03:58,666 to remember that he's Sicarius. 108 00:03:58,799 --> 00:04:00,033 It's not ideal, but it could work, 109 00:04:00,167 --> 00:04:01,501 and it would be a bonus 110 00:04:01,602 --> 00:04:03,203 - to relieve Rossi of this burden. - Yeah. 111 00:04:04,705 --> 00:04:05,739 That's okay. 112 00:04:05,839 --> 00:04:08,241 Slow down. Monday. 113 00:04:08,341 --> 00:04:09,710 Tuesday. 114 00:04:09,810 --> 00:04:10,911 Wednesday. 115 00:04:11,011 --> 00:04:13,346 Thursday. 116 00:04:13,446 --> 00:04:16,183 Monday. Today. Wednes... 117 00:04:16,283 --> 00:04:18,686 Oh, wait, I messed up again. Today? 118 00:04:18,786 --> 00:04:20,453 Tuesday. 119 00:04:23,991 --> 00:04:26,626 Tuesday. Martes. 120 00:04:26,627 --> 00:04:28,195 Miércoles. Jue... 121 00:04:28,295 --> 00:04:30,631 - Why-why do I know that? - Maybe you spoke Spanish. 122 00:04:30,731 --> 00:04:31,699 You think I did? 123 00:04:31,799 --> 00:04:33,834 I don't know. I wish I did. 124 00:04:37,170 --> 00:04:38,438 - Is this your dad? - No. 125 00:04:38,538 --> 00:04:40,073 Apparently, we're not related, but... 126 00:04:40,173 --> 00:04:41,473 feels like we should be. 127 00:04:41,474 --> 00:04:42,642 Since we're playing the memory game, 128 00:04:42,643 --> 00:04:44,244 I've got one last round for you. 129 00:04:44,377 --> 00:04:46,479 - Shoot. - What's my name? 130 00:04:46,580 --> 00:04:48,815 Katie Rollo. 131 00:04:48,816 --> 00:04:50,250 And what's his? 132 00:04:50,383 --> 00:04:52,085 - David Rossi. - That's good. That means 133 00:04:52,219 --> 00:04:53,587 your short-term memory's getting stronger. 134 00:04:53,687 --> 00:04:55,055 I don't know, things just pop up when he's around. 135 00:04:55,188 --> 00:04:56,590 Whoa. 136 00:04:57,658 --> 00:04:59,659 Like right now, I'm getting flashes of, um, 137 00:04:59,660 --> 00:05:01,729 um... a-a car ride. 138 00:05:01,829 --> 00:05:03,697 I-I'm driving, and you were up front. 139 00:05:03,797 --> 00:05:06,066 It was, it was night, 140 00:05:06,166 --> 00:05:09,436 and we were in the woods. Did we camp out? 141 00:05:22,783 --> 00:05:25,252 Is he mad at me? 142 00:05:34,294 --> 00:05:36,195 "What do women hold? 143 00:05:36,196 --> 00:05:37,965 "The home and the family. 144 00:05:38,065 --> 00:05:39,900 "And the children and the food. 145 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:42,202 "The friendships. The work. 146 00:05:42,302 --> 00:05:43,737 "The work of the world. 147 00:05:43,837 --> 00:05:47,240 "And the work of being human. The memories. 148 00:05:47,340 --> 00:05:50,443 "And the troubles and the sorrows and the triumphs. 149 00:05:50,543 --> 00:05:52,445 And the love." 150 00:05:52,545 --> 00:05:54,882 Maira Kalman. 151 00:05:57,317 --> 00:05:58,918 It's so quiet. 152 00:05:58,919 --> 00:06:01,655 When do the boys get back? 153 00:06:01,789 --> 00:06:02,690 They wanted doughnuts, 154 00:06:02,790 --> 00:06:04,157 but Connie insisted on beignets, 155 00:06:04,291 --> 00:06:06,026 - so who knows? - Aw. 156 00:06:07,127 --> 00:06:08,896 Oh... 157 00:06:09,763 --> 00:06:11,498 Look at this. 158 00:06:11,631 --> 00:06:13,901 It was such a beautiful wedding. 159 00:06:15,268 --> 00:06:16,903 Aw, I'm sorry. 160 00:06:16,904 --> 00:06:19,239 It was just so sudden. It was just like... 161 00:06:19,339 --> 00:06:22,342 like when we lost Roslyn. 162 00:06:23,476 --> 00:06:25,312 It's okay, Mom. 163 00:06:25,445 --> 00:06:28,315 - It's okay. - I'm sorry. 164 00:06:28,415 --> 00:06:31,151 Just look at you, holding me up, and I... 165 00:06:31,251 --> 00:06:33,452 I'm just such a mess. 166 00:06:33,453 --> 00:06:34,454 - Aw... - It's... 167 00:06:34,554 --> 00:06:36,790 it's okay. It's okay. 168 00:06:36,890 --> 00:06:39,059 You know what? Um... Go home. 169 00:06:39,159 --> 00:06:40,861 You need to get some rest. 170 00:06:40,961 --> 00:06:44,296 I will call you when the boys get back, okay? 171 00:06:44,297 --> 00:06:46,499 Are you sure you don't want me to stay? 172 00:06:46,599 --> 00:06:49,268 It's okay. It's okay. 173 00:06:49,269 --> 00:06:50,670 - Go home. - Okay. 174 00:06:50,771 --> 00:06:51,772 'Cause look. 175 00:06:51,872 --> 00:06:54,273 - Ah... - Hi. 176 00:06:54,274 --> 00:06:56,543 The changing of the guards. 177 00:06:56,676 --> 00:06:58,946 Oh, girls. 178 00:06:59,046 --> 00:07:01,014 I just love seeing you. 179 00:07:01,114 --> 00:07:02,883 I just hate why. 180 00:07:02,983 --> 00:07:06,485 Jennifer was just telling me that I should 181 00:07:06,486 --> 00:07:08,355 go home, get some rest. 182 00:07:08,488 --> 00:07:10,523 - You don't have to go home, Sandy. - Aw. 183 00:07:10,657 --> 00:07:14,361 Actually, you know what? You should go. 184 00:07:14,461 --> 00:07:15,863 You should go home 185 00:07:15,996 --> 00:07:18,798 to your home to get rest. 186 00:07:18,799 --> 00:07:20,734 - Yeah. Yeah. - And we'll see you later. 187 00:07:20,868 --> 00:07:22,035 - Yeah. - Okay. That's okay. 188 00:07:22,135 --> 00:07:23,336 All right, girls. 189 00:07:23,436 --> 00:07:25,705 - Bye, Sandy. - Bye. - Bye. 190 00:07:25,806 --> 00:07:28,041 So... 191 00:07:28,141 --> 00:07:30,043 is your mom helping or...? 192 00:07:30,143 --> 00:07:32,045 Yeah, sort of. 193 00:07:32,145 --> 00:07:34,513 She keeps reliving the day my sister died, 194 00:07:34,514 --> 00:07:36,583 - so, you know... - Oh, I'm sorry. 195 00:07:36,716 --> 00:07:37,683 Yeah, me, too. 196 00:07:37,684 --> 00:07:41,088 Okay, um... So, I still 197 00:07:41,188 --> 00:07:44,490 haven't found the birthday present Will got for Michael. 198 00:07:44,491 --> 00:07:46,826 Okay, well, uh, we'll help find it. 199 00:07:46,827 --> 00:07:48,461 Uh, I don't know what it is we're looking for, 200 00:07:48,561 --> 00:07:51,731 just that it's the last gift he will ever get 201 00:07:51,832 --> 00:07:53,533 from his dad. 202 00:07:53,633 --> 00:07:54,768 Oh, and I have to find it 203 00:07:54,868 --> 00:07:56,502 before Will's mom gets back 204 00:07:56,503 --> 00:07:58,238 because she has passive-aggressively promised 205 00:07:58,338 --> 00:08:01,441 to go through this whole place and tear it apart and... 206 00:08:01,574 --> 00:08:04,844 Okay. Hey, let's, um, just... 207 00:08:04,845 --> 00:08:07,614 just take a second. 208 00:08:07,714 --> 00:08:09,715 Yeah, yeah. Why don't, why don't we all 209 00:08:09,716 --> 00:08:11,517 - just take a breath? - Oh, yeah. 210 00:08:13,520 --> 00:08:16,555 That's... that's Will's phone. I should... 211 00:08:19,259 --> 00:08:20,493 Hello. 212 00:08:21,929 --> 00:08:23,263 Uh... 213 00:08:23,363 --> 00:08:27,100 No, um, Will's... not going to make his cleaning. 214 00:08:27,200 --> 00:08:30,303 No, he doesn't need to reschedule. 215 00:08:31,304 --> 00:08:33,941 Um... Just, the-the thing is... 216 00:08:34,041 --> 00:08:36,609 Will died. Um... 217 00:08:36,709 --> 00:08:38,778 - I know. It's very... - Oh, yeah. 218 00:08:38,879 --> 00:08:42,115 - ...very, uh... - Hi. Hi. Uh, this is Jennifer's friend. 219 00:08:42,215 --> 00:08:43,750 I know, it's a terrible tragedy, 220 00:08:43,851 --> 00:08:45,919 so just go ahead and just, yeah, cancel it. 221 00:08:46,019 --> 00:08:47,955 Is that happening a lot? 222 00:08:58,265 --> 00:09:00,533 Are you sleeping? 223 00:09:01,734 --> 00:09:02,870 Eating? 224 00:09:02,970 --> 00:09:04,938 I'm not hungry. 225 00:09:05,038 --> 00:09:07,474 Putting yourself first 226 00:09:07,574 --> 00:09:09,042 is not selfish. 227 00:09:09,142 --> 00:09:10,409 I know. 228 00:09:10,410 --> 00:09:12,479 I'm trying my best. 229 00:09:12,579 --> 00:09:15,081 And I don't doubt that. 230 00:09:15,082 --> 00:09:18,185 I am just trying to help you 231 00:09:18,318 --> 00:09:20,120 to take care of you. 232 00:09:20,220 --> 00:09:23,690 I appreciate that. 233 00:09:23,823 --> 00:09:26,726 And all you have done so far. 234 00:09:26,826 --> 00:09:29,496 I just need one more favor. 235 00:09:29,596 --> 00:09:31,331 Anything. 236 00:09:31,431 --> 00:09:33,600 Help me find this gift. 237 00:09:33,700 --> 00:09:35,635 Okay. 238 00:09:36,503 --> 00:09:38,071 Dr. Ochoa says 239 00:09:38,171 --> 00:09:40,908 your mere presence really grounds Voit, and that's a win. 240 00:09:42,442 --> 00:09:43,776 Is what it is. 241 00:09:43,877 --> 00:09:46,880 Am I annoyed? Hell yes, 242 00:09:47,014 --> 00:09:49,849 but since he's making progress, 243 00:09:49,983 --> 00:09:51,450 we have no choice. 244 00:09:51,451 --> 00:09:52,685 Want to run a CPTI? 245 00:09:52,819 --> 00:09:56,056 I mean, it's a long shot, but it's a start. 246 00:09:56,924 --> 00:09:59,192 Well, he's not operating on all cylinders, 247 00:09:59,326 --> 00:10:00,827 which might make it harder for him 248 00:10:00,928 --> 00:10:04,630 to compartmentalize his psychopathic personality. 249 00:10:04,631 --> 00:10:06,599 That is what we are hoping. 250 00:10:07,434 --> 00:10:08,735 One more thing, uh, 251 00:10:08,868 --> 00:10:12,072 what do you think about getting Ramona involved? 252 00:10:12,872 --> 00:10:15,708 His only known survivor. 253 00:10:15,808 --> 00:10:17,044 Shit. 254 00:10:17,144 --> 00:10:20,747 I hate to drag anyone else into it, but... 255 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:22,549 we're stuck. 256 00:10:26,386 --> 00:10:29,089 And it is completely noninvasive. 257 00:10:29,189 --> 00:10:31,925 - So-so it won't hurt? - No. Not at all. 258 00:10:32,059 --> 00:10:34,361 Like I said, it's just some additional detailed questions 259 00:10:34,461 --> 00:10:36,964 to ask someone after a traumatic brain injury. 260 00:10:37,730 --> 00:10:40,267 Uh, it sounds interesting. I don't... 261 00:10:40,400 --> 00:10:41,734 I don't know. Dave, what do you think? 262 00:10:41,868 --> 00:10:43,903 Should I... should I do it? 263 00:10:45,138 --> 00:10:46,473 Yes. 264 00:10:49,442 --> 00:10:51,411 Okay. Um... 265 00:10:51,511 --> 00:10:53,813 W-Well, if it helps me remember something 266 00:10:53,913 --> 00:10:56,416 about who I was, then, yeah, I'm happy to do it. 267 00:10:56,516 --> 00:10:57,417 Great. 268 00:10:57,517 --> 00:10:59,351 Let's get started. 269 00:11:02,689 --> 00:11:03,756 You cannot be serious. 270 00:11:03,856 --> 00:11:05,458 Maybe I just missed the window. 271 00:11:05,592 --> 00:11:08,996 Missed the window? The window has been open for 50 years, 272 00:11:09,096 --> 00:11:11,298 and the man wrote the soundtrack to all of it. 273 00:11:11,431 --> 00:11:12,899 That's dramatic. 274 00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:14,367 You wouldn't be saying that if you had ever experienced 275 00:11:14,467 --> 00:11:15,835 the genius that is Bruce. 276 00:11:15,935 --> 00:11:17,971 I never have. 277 00:11:18,071 --> 00:11:19,939 All right, look, we got a lot of work to do. 278 00:11:20,040 --> 00:11:22,241 We're gonna start with Greetings from Asbury Park. 279 00:11:22,242 --> 00:11:24,277 - Is that his first album? - Yes. Yes, man. 280 00:11:24,411 --> 00:11:25,645 GARCIA All right, I'm back. 281 00:11:25,778 --> 00:11:26,946 - A-Are you done yet? - Done? 282 00:11:27,047 --> 00:11:28,715 No. We haven't even begun. 283 00:11:28,815 --> 00:11:30,150 Well, put your music tutelage 284 00:11:30,283 --> 00:11:32,652 on hold while I share this intel 'cause 285 00:11:32,752 --> 00:11:35,587 given how tricky it was to locate Ms. Ramona Havener, 286 00:11:35,588 --> 00:11:38,458 do not expect the warm fuzziest of welcomes. Now, per yoozh, 287 00:11:38,591 --> 00:11:41,260 my digging has revealed some essential truths, including 288 00:11:41,261 --> 00:11:42,962 she has been living at her deceased mother's home 289 00:11:43,096 --> 00:11:45,465 in Freehold, which also happens to be her hometown. 290 00:11:45,598 --> 00:11:48,135 "My Hometown." That's a great song. 291 00:11:48,235 --> 00:11:49,802 Luke. 292 00:11:49,936 --> 00:11:52,005 - She still married? - All signs point to yes. 293 00:11:52,139 --> 00:11:54,407 But she did let her California real estate license expire. 294 00:11:54,507 --> 00:11:56,443 I-I have no idea what she's doing for work. 295 00:11:56,543 --> 00:11:58,511 I haven't been able to open school records, so I don't know 296 00:11:58,611 --> 00:12:02,215 if her husband and her kids are with her or not. 297 00:12:02,315 --> 00:12:04,916 I can't handle another family losing someone. 298 00:12:04,917 --> 00:12:07,087 How are JJ and the boys doing? 299 00:12:07,187 --> 00:12:11,024 Well, she says she wants distractions, 300 00:12:11,124 --> 00:12:14,094 but she's serving avoidance. 301 00:12:14,194 --> 00:12:15,695 And Henry's really quiet. 302 00:12:15,795 --> 00:12:19,366 Grief is like a bespoke suit. 303 00:12:20,233 --> 00:12:21,368 That's true. 304 00:12:21,468 --> 00:12:23,103 Yeah, everybody wears it differently. 305 00:12:23,203 --> 00:12:25,271 That's what Tyler said just now, but he was poetic. 306 00:12:25,272 --> 00:12:27,974 You know, how the Boss would do it. 307 00:12:28,075 --> 00:12:31,310 - "Boss." - You kids knock it off. 308 00:12:31,311 --> 00:12:32,879 The actual children have just arrived. 309 00:12:32,979 --> 00:12:34,514 - Talk to you later. - Yeah, you wish. 310 00:12:36,516 --> 00:12:38,618 Hey, girls. 311 00:12:38,718 --> 00:12:40,620 Tell me you've found it. 312 00:12:40,720 --> 00:12:42,555 Uh, not yet. 313 00:12:42,655 --> 00:12:45,058 Michael doesn't even know it exists, but we do. 314 00:12:45,158 --> 00:12:47,527 We all know, and we owe it to him. 315 00:12:47,660 --> 00:12:49,229 That's what's killing me. 316 00:12:49,329 --> 00:12:52,732 "Killing me." Got to think of a better way to say that. 317 00:12:52,865 --> 00:12:54,501 Well, we've looked everywhere. 318 00:12:54,601 --> 00:12:56,869 Penelope, no offense, but I don't see how that's possible 319 00:12:56,969 --> 00:12:58,705 since you don't know what you're looking for. 320 00:12:58,838 --> 00:13:01,408 Once everyone eats, I'll find it. 321 00:13:01,541 --> 00:13:03,243 Oh, your neighbors dropped off lasagna. 322 00:13:03,376 --> 00:13:04,577 - Okay... - God bless them, 323 00:13:04,677 --> 00:13:06,213 but I can't eat another casserole. 324 00:13:06,313 --> 00:13:07,547 Can you? 325 00:13:07,647 --> 00:13:09,048 And these boys should have what they want, 326 00:13:09,149 --> 00:13:10,383 don't you think? 327 00:13:10,483 --> 00:13:11,651 Actually, they love lasagna. 328 00:13:11,751 --> 00:13:14,087 Do they? 329 00:13:14,987 --> 00:13:16,289 They do. 330 00:13:17,324 --> 00:13:20,260 Oh, and this is strange. 331 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:23,696 Henry said that Will had an oncologist. 332 00:13:23,796 --> 00:13:27,700 I told him that wasn't true because Will would've told me. 333 00:13:27,800 --> 00:13:29,569 Where did Henry get that idea? 334 00:13:29,702 --> 00:13:34,107 Actually, um, Will did have an oncologist. 335 00:13:37,043 --> 00:13:39,078 - What? - It was a while ago, 336 00:13:39,179 --> 00:13:40,680 and his tests came back all clear. 337 00:13:40,780 --> 00:13:43,850 He was doing the checkups, but all was fine. 338 00:13:46,085 --> 00:13:48,588 Keeping his health private was his decision. 339 00:13:48,688 --> 00:13:50,590 But Henry knew. 340 00:13:50,690 --> 00:13:53,760 Clearly, he didn't have the maturity to process it. 341 00:13:53,860 --> 00:13:56,296 Actually, he overheard us talking about it, 342 00:13:56,396 --> 00:13:58,231 and he asked all the right questions. 343 00:13:58,331 --> 00:14:01,067 Well, I certainly hope the boys 344 00:14:01,168 --> 00:14:03,970 don't marry someone who keeps secrets from you. 345 00:14:05,104 --> 00:14:08,107 I... I-I wasn't keeping it from you. 346 00:14:08,241 --> 00:14:09,742 Oh, Will was? That's your defense? 347 00:14:09,842 --> 00:14:12,145 Blaming someone who doesn't have a voice anymore? 348 00:14:12,279 --> 00:14:15,648 Connie, Will was fine. 349 00:14:16,983 --> 00:14:20,620 Look, um, I think you're angry, and I-I totally understand. 350 00:14:20,720 --> 00:14:22,355 I'm not angry. 351 00:14:23,723 --> 00:14:25,925 I'm disappointed. 352 00:14:27,126 --> 00:14:29,662 I'm a mom. You're a mom. 353 00:14:29,762 --> 00:14:31,764 How would you feel? 354 00:14:31,864 --> 00:14:34,167 You knew my son was sick, 355 00:14:34,301 --> 00:14:36,936 and you didn't think it was important enough... 356 00:14:37,036 --> 00:14:41,007 you didn't think I was important enough to know. 357 00:14:42,409 --> 00:14:45,044 I could have visited more. 358 00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:50,416 You know what, it's fine. 359 00:14:50,417 --> 00:14:52,352 It's fine. 360 00:14:52,452 --> 00:14:54,921 We have more important things to do. 361 00:14:56,189 --> 00:14:58,491 Like find that present. 362 00:15:02,595 --> 00:15:04,197 Oh, JJ. 363 00:15:04,297 --> 00:15:06,632 Welcome to my life. 364 00:15:09,068 --> 00:15:11,238 - Ramona? - Can I help you? 365 00:15:11,338 --> 00:15:13,373 I'm Luke Alvez with the BAU. 366 00:15:13,506 --> 00:15:15,575 We met a while back. 367 00:15:15,675 --> 00:15:17,510 Ramona, we got you. 368 00:15:17,610 --> 00:15:19,379 She's not breathing. 369 00:15:19,512 --> 00:15:20,713 There's no heartbeat. 370 00:15:20,813 --> 00:15:22,314 Come on, Ramona, stay with us. 371 00:15:22,315 --> 00:15:23,516 Come on. Hey. 372 00:15:23,616 --> 00:15:24,851 Hey. There you go. 373 00:15:24,951 --> 00:15:27,687 Uh... of course. Hi. 374 00:15:27,820 --> 00:15:29,956 - Uh, this is Agent Tyler Green. - Hi, Ramona. 375 00:15:30,056 --> 00:15:31,858 We're hoping to ask you a few questions. 376 00:15:31,958 --> 00:15:33,426 May we come inside? 377 00:15:35,194 --> 00:15:37,364 Uh, sure. 378 00:15:42,168 --> 00:15:44,135 Thought I could put my mom's old house in order, 379 00:15:44,136 --> 00:15:45,671 but it's... it's overwhelming. 380 00:15:45,672 --> 00:15:47,407 - Sorry about the mess. - I, uh... I-I'll help you. 381 00:15:47,507 --> 00:15:49,641 It's fine. No, it's fine. 382 00:15:49,642 --> 00:15:51,278 It's fine. 383 00:15:51,378 --> 00:15:53,079 I've been dreading this day. 384 00:15:53,212 --> 00:15:55,214 I thought you'd find me and need him 385 00:15:55,348 --> 00:15:57,384 to be identified or to testify or something, 386 00:15:57,517 --> 00:16:01,588 but like I told Agent Lewis, I don't know who took me. 387 00:16:02,855 --> 00:16:04,990 Uh, you, uh... 388 00:16:04,991 --> 00:16:07,826 you were in shock the last time that we saw you, 389 00:16:07,827 --> 00:16:09,528 but it was over a year ago, 390 00:16:09,529 --> 00:16:12,332 and we have something called a cognitive interview 391 00:16:12,432 --> 00:16:16,035 that we've found can be really helpful in times like this. 392 00:16:16,135 --> 00:16:18,738 A man was arrested in Burney, California. 393 00:16:18,838 --> 00:16:21,240 We believe he kidnapped you and killed a federal agent. 394 00:16:21,374 --> 00:16:24,343 We have evidence linking him to the Sicarius serial killer, 395 00:16:24,344 --> 00:16:26,112 - but he's denied it. - He was attacked 396 00:16:26,212 --> 00:16:28,714 in prison, uh, suffered some brain trauma. 397 00:16:28,715 --> 00:16:30,983 Now he has amnesia. 398 00:16:34,787 --> 00:16:36,556 Amnesia? 399 00:16:36,656 --> 00:16:38,024 Really? You believe that? 400 00:16:38,124 --> 00:16:39,792 No, I didn't. 401 00:16:39,892 --> 00:16:42,462 But the doctors do. 402 00:16:42,595 --> 00:16:44,497 His brain imaging confirms it. 403 00:16:45,632 --> 00:16:49,436 Um, what would this cognitive do? 404 00:16:49,536 --> 00:16:51,938 You might remember some details 405 00:16:52,038 --> 00:16:54,173 that could help us prove who he is. 406 00:16:54,273 --> 00:16:56,476 In addition to the cognitive, if this man sees you... 407 00:16:56,576 --> 00:16:58,877 - Sees me? - It might trigger an emotional breakthrough. 408 00:16:58,878 --> 00:17:01,548 He'll remember hurting me? 409 00:17:01,648 --> 00:17:04,551 You and others. 410 00:17:09,956 --> 00:17:12,792 I can't eat. I can't sleep. I... 411 00:17:12,892 --> 00:17:16,796 The medication made me a zombie, so I stopped taking it. 412 00:17:16,896 --> 00:17:20,732 My family tried to... to help, but I pulled away. 413 00:17:23,403 --> 00:17:25,071 I can't let them see me like this, 414 00:17:25,171 --> 00:17:27,974 but I can't stop being like this. 415 00:17:28,074 --> 00:17:29,676 It's okay. 416 00:17:34,313 --> 00:17:35,848 I know I drink too much. 417 00:17:35,948 --> 00:17:38,485 I've tried to stop, but... 418 00:17:38,585 --> 00:17:40,853 You're grieving who you were 419 00:17:40,987 --> 00:17:43,823 and a life that doesn't exist anymore. 420 00:17:45,291 --> 00:17:47,994 And drinking numbs that a bit, right? 421 00:17:48,094 --> 00:17:50,462 Quiets the voices? 422 00:17:50,463 --> 00:17:55,134 But then the guilt and the shame roll in 423 00:17:55,234 --> 00:17:58,471 and you have the worst thoughts about yourself. 424 00:17:59,305 --> 00:18:01,674 You seem to know what it's like. 425 00:18:03,042 --> 00:18:05,578 Which means you've lost who you were. 426 00:18:06,479 --> 00:18:08,715 I'm sorry for that. 427 00:18:12,585 --> 00:18:14,020 This man... 428 00:18:14,153 --> 00:18:17,390 is there anyone who would follow his orders 429 00:18:17,524 --> 00:18:20,693 who might find me or my family? 430 00:18:20,793 --> 00:18:23,129 There's been some recent activity 431 00:18:23,229 --> 00:18:25,664 - on a network that he's tied to. - Then I won't risk it. 432 00:18:25,665 --> 00:18:28,234 - You need to find someone else. - He's all locked up. 433 00:18:28,367 --> 00:18:30,537 He can't hurt you or your family. Any threats... 434 00:18:30,637 --> 00:18:32,672 I won't help. 435 00:18:34,974 --> 00:18:36,943 You need to leave. 436 00:18:42,715 --> 00:18:44,951 In case you change your mind. 437 00:18:59,365 --> 00:19:03,402 Anything significant pop up in the personality inventory? 438 00:19:03,503 --> 00:19:05,071 More of the same. 439 00:19:05,905 --> 00:19:07,507 The guy's harmless. 440 00:19:07,607 --> 00:19:08,975 Any changes here? 441 00:19:09,075 --> 00:19:11,611 Nothing new before he passed out. 442 00:19:12,679 --> 00:19:15,715 Look at this bastard, sleeping like a baby. 443 00:19:15,815 --> 00:19:17,484 He's charming the whole fucking staff. 444 00:19:17,584 --> 00:19:19,886 The nurses have no idea what he'd do to them 445 00:19:19,986 --> 00:19:21,386 if given the chance. 446 00:19:21,387 --> 00:19:24,123 Well, that was the agreement to keep him here, right? 447 00:19:24,256 --> 00:19:25,758 Anonymity? 448 00:19:25,858 --> 00:19:28,327 I mean, no one here knows why he's cuffed to that bed... 449 00:19:28,427 --> 00:19:30,763 Why am I cuffed to this bed? 450 00:19:30,863 --> 00:19:33,232 That's what you need to tell us. 451 00:19:37,103 --> 00:19:38,771 I don't remember. 452 00:19:39,606 --> 00:19:40,872 I'm just... 453 00:19:40,873 --> 00:19:44,143 I'm really sorry we didn't find the gift. 454 00:19:44,243 --> 00:19:46,445 There's always tomorrow. 455 00:19:47,514 --> 00:19:50,617 Um, JJ, look, we don't want to overstep, 456 00:19:50,717 --> 00:19:54,920 but what's going on with you right now is too much. 457 00:19:54,921 --> 00:19:57,388 I mean, I want to curl 458 00:19:57,389 --> 00:19:59,325 into the fetal position watching all this, 459 00:19:59,425 --> 00:20:01,260 but here you are, you're... 460 00:20:01,360 --> 00:20:04,330 you're holding everyone else together. 461 00:20:04,430 --> 00:20:06,465 You've always been the glue. 462 00:20:07,266 --> 00:20:09,569 What's the alternative? 463 00:20:10,336 --> 00:20:12,238 Look, girls, 464 00:20:12,338 --> 00:20:14,173 I love you. 465 00:20:14,273 --> 00:20:16,308 - Aw. - Aw. 466 00:20:16,442 --> 00:20:18,344 We all need some sleep. 467 00:20:18,477 --> 00:20:20,179 - Yeah. - Tomorrow's a big day. 468 00:20:20,279 --> 00:20:21,413 Uh-huh. 469 00:20:21,514 --> 00:20:23,282 We love you. 470 00:20:33,660 --> 00:20:35,828 ANNOUNCER This antioxidant-rich formula 471 00:20:35,928 --> 00:20:38,297 boosts your metabolism while promoting gut health, 472 00:20:38,397 --> 00:20:41,099 keeping your mind and body in tip-top shape. 473 00:20:41,100 --> 00:20:44,003 Call the number on your screen to receive a free bonus trial. 474 00:20:44,103 --> 00:20:46,372 After that... 475 00:20:52,645 --> 00:20:53,746 Ramona, hey. 476 00:20:55,181 --> 00:20:56,815 ...of $9.95 477 00:20:56,816 --> 00:20:58,851 for an entire year's worth... 478 00:21:10,396 --> 00:21:12,364 Hi. 479 00:21:12,464 --> 00:21:13,900 S-Sorry. I should have called. 480 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:15,968 Looks like you've got someplace to be. 481 00:21:16,068 --> 00:21:18,469 Yeah, we have a funeral to go to. 482 00:21:18,470 --> 00:21:20,472 Our coworker's spouse died suddenly. 483 00:21:20,573 --> 00:21:22,742 I'm sorry to hear that. 484 00:21:23,542 --> 00:21:25,311 It's sort of why I'm here, actually. 485 00:21:25,411 --> 00:21:27,714 I... I don't want to waste another day. 486 00:21:27,847 --> 00:21:31,584 If I let that happen, he wins, and I'm done with that. 487 00:21:31,684 --> 00:21:33,018 I'm glad to hear that. 488 00:21:33,019 --> 00:21:35,054 Come this way. 489 00:21:36,623 --> 00:21:38,758 I can't do it anymore. 490 00:21:39,926 --> 00:21:42,862 I can't heal if I keep protecting him, 491 00:21:42,962 --> 00:21:45,231 protecting his secret. 492 00:21:46,398 --> 00:21:48,835 I don't know his name, but... 493 00:21:48,935 --> 00:21:51,137 I'd recognize his face. 494 00:21:52,504 --> 00:21:54,173 His eyes. 495 00:21:54,273 --> 00:21:56,208 Okay. 496 00:21:56,308 --> 00:21:59,445 What can you tell us about the night he took you? 497 00:22:01,580 --> 00:22:03,783 I showed him a property. 498 00:22:06,252 --> 00:22:09,588 He wanted to see another one, so I offered him a ride. 499 00:22:09,689 --> 00:22:12,925 We drove to an old warehouse district. 500 00:22:13,059 --> 00:22:16,095 It was abandoned, and he injected me with something. 501 00:22:16,195 --> 00:22:19,098 When I woke up, I was tied up. 502 00:22:19,231 --> 00:22:22,434 I don't know how long I was unconscious. 503 00:22:22,534 --> 00:22:25,137 Violent men like this one 504 00:22:25,271 --> 00:22:29,108 crave power as a means to control their victims. 505 00:22:29,208 --> 00:22:30,710 He wanted to scare you. 506 00:22:30,810 --> 00:22:32,178 Well, it worked. 507 00:22:34,346 --> 00:22:38,350 I don't remember getting from the back seat of my car 508 00:22:38,450 --> 00:22:41,553 to this... uh, windowless space. 509 00:22:41,654 --> 00:22:43,255 It was like a basement or something. 510 00:22:43,355 --> 00:22:45,424 But that's where things got even weirder. 511 00:22:45,524 --> 00:22:47,559 Weird how? 512 00:22:47,660 --> 00:22:49,161 He wanted a dress rehearsal. 513 00:22:49,295 --> 00:22:51,297 He told me everything. 514 00:22:51,397 --> 00:22:54,333 Apparently, he wanted to confess to his wife. 515 00:22:54,433 --> 00:22:56,335 I know this is really scary for you, 516 00:22:56,468 --> 00:23:01,507 but I need you to understand what I'm capable of. 517 00:23:02,975 --> 00:23:04,677 I have killed 61 people. 518 00:23:04,811 --> 00:23:06,145 Oh, God. 519 00:23:06,245 --> 00:23:07,914 Oh, God. 520 00:23:08,014 --> 00:23:10,750 Ramona, so do you want a chance to live? 521 00:23:10,850 --> 00:23:11,851 Yes. 522 00:23:11,984 --> 00:23:13,619 Yes, I do. 523 00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:15,253 I need you 524 00:23:15,254 --> 00:23:17,156 to help me save my marriage. 525 00:23:17,256 --> 00:23:19,458 And then I'll spare your life. 526 00:23:19,558 --> 00:23:21,560 Okay? 527 00:23:24,030 --> 00:23:26,365 He was delusional 528 00:23:26,465 --> 00:23:28,901 enough to believe that his wife would hear 529 00:23:29,001 --> 00:23:31,470 this confession and stay married to him. 530 00:23:31,570 --> 00:23:34,741 He did all of this just days before we found him. 531 00:23:34,874 --> 00:23:37,376 I can't believe he confessed all that to you. 532 00:23:37,476 --> 00:23:39,078 Details that have never been released. 533 00:23:39,178 --> 00:23:40,679 Ramona, you've made an impact. 534 00:23:40,780 --> 00:23:42,347 We have a good chance 535 00:23:42,348 --> 00:23:44,149 of that happening again. 536 00:23:44,150 --> 00:23:46,385 But we don't want to push you. 537 00:23:48,320 --> 00:23:50,189 I'm up for, um, 538 00:23:50,289 --> 00:23:51,490 exposure therapy 539 00:23:51,590 --> 00:23:53,860 or whatever you'd call this. 540 00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:56,528 I need to get this son of a bitch out of my head. 541 00:23:57,930 --> 00:23:59,799 So I can move on. 542 00:24:03,770 --> 00:24:05,104 You okay? 543 00:24:05,204 --> 00:24:06,638 I just need a minute. 544 00:24:06,739 --> 00:24:08,373 Oh! Geez. 545 00:24:08,374 --> 00:24:09,742 Will, come on. 546 00:24:09,842 --> 00:24:11,077 Will, wake up! 547 00:24:11,177 --> 00:24:13,545 And this is how we make our family's 548 00:24:13,645 --> 00:24:14,847 famous frittata. 549 00:24:14,947 --> 00:24:17,616 I'm pretty sure Dad added hash browns. 550 00:24:18,617 --> 00:24:19,852 On the side. 551 00:24:19,952 --> 00:24:21,420 No, hash browns are in it, like the base. 552 00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,790 Well, he was probably improvising. 553 00:24:23,890 --> 00:24:24,857 Voilà! 554 00:24:24,957 --> 00:24:26,191 I'm not hungry. 555 00:24:26,192 --> 00:24:28,727 Oh, darling, it's breakfast. 556 00:24:28,828 --> 00:24:30,462 Most important meal of the day. 557 00:24:30,596 --> 00:24:32,564 And it's a big day. 558 00:24:32,664 --> 00:24:34,400 I don't want it. 559 00:24:35,267 --> 00:24:37,303 Okay, it's okay, buddy, go on. 560 00:24:37,403 --> 00:24:38,737 Uh, go get dressed. 561 00:24:38,838 --> 00:24:39,871 Henry, you, too. 562 00:24:39,872 --> 00:24:41,107 We're gonna leave in an hour. 563 00:24:41,240 --> 00:24:43,408 Well, they can't go without food. 564 00:24:43,409 --> 00:24:44,777 I already had a shake. 565 00:24:44,877 --> 00:24:47,313 That's not food! 566 00:24:57,423 --> 00:25:00,026 Okay, um, this is, 567 00:25:00,126 --> 00:25:01,560 by far, 568 00:25:01,660 --> 00:25:03,895 the hardest day of both of our lives. 569 00:25:03,896 --> 00:25:08,234 Can we please try to find a way to support one another? 570 00:25:09,802 --> 00:25:11,603 We can try. 571 00:25:12,404 --> 00:25:15,141 But, honestly, you don't know what I'm going through. 572 00:25:15,274 --> 00:25:17,877 Losing a child... 573 00:25:17,977 --> 00:25:19,946 not the same as losing a spouse. 574 00:25:20,046 --> 00:25:21,680 I should know, hmm? 575 00:25:21,814 --> 00:25:23,449 When Will's dad died, 576 00:25:23,549 --> 00:25:25,651 it was sudden, too. 577 00:25:25,751 --> 00:25:27,418 And it was hard. 578 00:25:27,419 --> 00:25:29,088 But... 579 00:25:29,188 --> 00:25:32,491 it's different because... 580 00:25:32,624 --> 00:25:35,127 this... this... 581 00:25:36,829 --> 00:25:40,465 ...this is not how it's supposed to happen. 582 00:25:40,466 --> 00:25:41,633 It's relentless. 583 00:25:41,733 --> 00:25:45,004 I feel like I'm drowning, okay? 584 00:25:45,104 --> 00:25:47,239 The only way that you would ever understand 585 00:25:47,339 --> 00:25:50,176 how I feel is if Will handed down 586 00:25:50,276 --> 00:25:52,378 whatever illness that was 587 00:25:52,478 --> 00:25:54,346 and your boys died before you. 588 00:25:54,446 --> 00:25:56,682 Whoa, what did you just say? 589 00:25:57,917 --> 00:26:00,652 Only you could find a way to make this all about you. 590 00:26:00,752 --> 00:26:02,721 The boys have lost their father. 591 00:26:02,821 --> 00:26:05,456 They have been robbed of a love they're never gonna have again. 592 00:26:05,457 --> 00:26:08,227 This isn't supposed to happen to them either. 593 00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:11,296 God, Connie, they're still children. 594 00:26:11,297 --> 00:26:13,032 Honestly. 595 00:26:13,132 --> 00:26:15,701 You're-you're the only one that's acting like a child here. 596 00:26:15,834 --> 00:26:17,969 I'm gonna need you to either grow the fuck up 597 00:26:17,970 --> 00:26:19,571 or get the fuck out. 598 00:26:37,689 --> 00:26:40,559 You look nice in a tie, Dave. 599 00:26:40,659 --> 00:26:42,661 We have a funeral to go to later. 600 00:26:42,761 --> 00:26:44,430 Funeral? That's, that's 601 00:26:44,563 --> 00:26:46,232 where you go when someone dies, right? 602 00:26:46,365 --> 00:26:48,968 Is that why you look so sad? 603 00:26:49,068 --> 00:26:50,868 'Cause you have to say goodbye to someone? 604 00:26:50,869 --> 00:26:52,371 That's right. 605 00:26:52,471 --> 00:26:54,773 Before we go, we wanted 606 00:26:54,907 --> 00:26:56,842 to talk, and I'd like 607 00:26:56,943 --> 00:26:59,111 a friend of mine to observe. Would that be okay? 608 00:27:12,424 --> 00:27:13,892 You're... 609 00:27:13,993 --> 00:27:16,295 Dr. Lewis's friend? 610 00:27:19,031 --> 00:27:20,299 Your face looks so familiar. 611 00:27:20,399 --> 00:27:22,634 Have we met before? 612 00:27:25,504 --> 00:27:27,039 I don't know, have we? 613 00:27:27,139 --> 00:27:28,941 I think we have. 614 00:27:32,544 --> 00:27:34,613 Are you nervous? 615 00:27:34,713 --> 00:27:37,283 No. 616 00:27:37,383 --> 00:27:38,584 Scared? 617 00:27:38,684 --> 00:27:40,286 Not at all. 618 00:27:41,453 --> 00:27:44,623 Not at all. 619 00:27:47,126 --> 00:27:49,996 Okay, well, it's just, your heart's racing. 620 00:27:50,129 --> 00:27:51,297 And you're rubbing your hands together. 621 00:27:51,397 --> 00:27:52,763 No one really does that when they 622 00:27:52,764 --> 00:27:54,800 come in here, so you're sure you're okay? 623 00:27:55,767 --> 00:27:57,803 I'm just fine. 624 00:28:00,139 --> 00:28:01,640 Wait, I remember where we met. 625 00:28:01,740 --> 00:28:03,042 No, I remember. 626 00:28:03,142 --> 00:28:05,410 Not the city, but we, um-- the place. 627 00:28:05,411 --> 00:28:07,646 We... we met on 2nd Street. 628 00:28:07,746 --> 00:28:09,947 Right? 2nd Street? 629 00:28:09,948 --> 00:28:12,451 No, no, no, please don't-- No, no, no, 630 00:28:12,551 --> 00:28:13,485 please don't go. 631 00:28:13,619 --> 00:28:14,553 Dave. 632 00:28:14,653 --> 00:28:16,388 - Dave! - 2nd Street? 633 00:28:16,488 --> 00:28:17,789 Really? 634 00:28:17,889 --> 00:28:19,658 It's where he grew up, where his trauma started. 635 00:28:19,791 --> 00:28:20,993 This isn't the first time 636 00:28:21,093 --> 00:28:22,694 - he mentioned it. - He's playing all of you. 637 00:28:22,828 --> 00:28:24,762 He knows exactly what he's doing. 638 00:28:24,763 --> 00:28:26,165 I don't think that he does. 639 00:28:26,265 --> 00:28:29,535 But there is one way to find out. 640 00:28:29,635 --> 00:28:30,936 If you're up for it. 641 00:28:31,037 --> 00:28:33,638 You walk back in there. 642 00:28:33,639 --> 00:28:35,007 Alone. 643 00:28:35,107 --> 00:28:36,908 And you play along. 644 00:28:48,554 --> 00:28:50,621 Hey, Auntie P, do you think I can drive? 645 00:28:50,622 --> 00:28:52,724 Uh, not this time, but you can sit in the front 646 00:28:52,858 --> 00:28:54,260 and watch me drive, huh? 647 00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:56,028 Come with us, Sandy. 648 00:28:58,364 --> 00:29:00,299 Uh, hey, are-are you okay? 649 00:29:00,399 --> 00:29:02,068 That was intense. 650 00:29:02,168 --> 00:29:03,702 Well, I never found the gifts. 651 00:29:03,835 --> 00:29:05,371 Um, and Connie's not coming out now. 652 00:29:05,504 --> 00:29:07,206 And she's gonna make us all late. 653 00:29:07,306 --> 00:29:09,541 Okay, uh, I'll get everyone into the cars. 654 00:29:09,641 --> 00:29:11,777 Thank you. 655 00:29:16,482 --> 00:29:18,050 Come here. 656 00:29:21,653 --> 00:29:23,055 Is that your dad's? 657 00:29:23,155 --> 00:29:25,656 Yeah, he tied it for me last week. 658 00:29:25,657 --> 00:29:27,793 He said it's my lucky tie now. 659 00:29:35,801 --> 00:29:37,969 So handsome. 660 00:29:46,778 --> 00:29:48,247 What's going on? 661 00:29:48,347 --> 00:29:50,116 Well, it's clear I'm not wanted. 662 00:29:50,249 --> 00:29:51,650 I'm leaving. 663 00:29:51,750 --> 00:29:53,085 My Uber's outside. 664 00:29:53,219 --> 00:29:54,620 Come on, Connie. 665 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:56,455 You don't have to drive separately. 666 00:29:56,588 --> 00:29:58,624 You don't understand, Jennifer. 667 00:29:58,724 --> 00:30:00,024 I'm leaving. 668 00:30:00,025 --> 00:30:02,394 I'm not going to the funeral. 669 00:30:14,373 --> 00:30:15,473 You can set the scene 670 00:30:15,474 --> 00:30:16,575 but you can't give details 671 00:30:16,708 --> 00:30:18,144 about Voit's actions. 672 00:30:18,244 --> 00:30:20,146 Especially the violence. 673 00:30:20,246 --> 00:30:21,547 He has a lot of questions. 674 00:30:21,680 --> 00:30:24,515 You're saying I can answer, just minimally. 675 00:30:24,516 --> 00:30:25,983 Almost like you're on a witness stand. 676 00:30:25,984 --> 00:30:27,586 Yes/no answers when possible. 677 00:30:27,686 --> 00:30:30,088 This interaction is gonna be recorded 678 00:30:30,222 --> 00:30:31,790 and ideally it could be used in court. 679 00:30:31,890 --> 00:30:33,325 Which is why we want to make sure 680 00:30:33,425 --> 00:30:35,261 that you aren't leading the defendant. 681 00:30:35,394 --> 00:30:38,197 This is asking a lot. 682 00:30:38,297 --> 00:30:40,065 Are you okay? 683 00:30:41,367 --> 00:30:42,734 Yeah. 684 00:30:42,834 --> 00:30:44,503 I've got this. 685 00:30:47,239 --> 00:30:49,275 I made you angry. I'm sorry. 686 00:30:49,408 --> 00:30:52,009 I seem to do that a lot lately. 687 00:30:52,010 --> 00:30:53,912 I-I just don't remember anything, 688 00:30:54,045 --> 00:30:56,182 so when I meet someone who might remember me, 689 00:30:56,282 --> 00:30:58,150 I just get... 690 00:30:58,250 --> 00:30:59,985 greedy. 691 00:31:01,653 --> 00:31:03,355 Uh, you were right. 692 00:31:03,455 --> 00:31:05,891 We did meet on 2nd Street when you were 693 00:31:05,991 --> 00:31:07,593 in Indio, California. 694 00:31:07,693 --> 00:31:10,395 I went to California? 695 00:31:10,396 --> 00:31:12,598 Okay. Well, uh... 696 00:31:12,698 --> 00:31:14,399 what else? How did we meet? 697 00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:15,634 Uh... 698 00:31:15,734 --> 00:31:17,002 you were looking for a property. 699 00:31:17,102 --> 00:31:18,869 I was a real estate agent. 700 00:31:18,870 --> 00:31:20,706 And then? 701 00:31:21,873 --> 00:31:23,609 And then, um... 702 00:31:23,709 --> 00:31:24,943 you got into the car. 703 00:31:25,043 --> 00:31:27,313 Okay, I got into the car, and what next? 704 00:31:27,413 --> 00:31:28,947 We started to drive. 705 00:31:29,047 --> 00:31:31,882 But you didn't want to see that property. 706 00:31:31,883 --> 00:31:33,652 You wanted to go somewhere else. 707 00:31:33,785 --> 00:31:34,885 Why? 708 00:31:36,888 --> 00:31:38,824 Look, a lot of this is familiar. 709 00:31:38,957 --> 00:31:40,592 Like-like your face. 710 00:31:40,692 --> 00:31:41,660 I remember your face. 711 00:31:41,793 --> 00:31:44,463 I-I can see you driving. 712 00:31:44,563 --> 00:31:46,465 And your, y-your perfume, 713 00:31:46,565 --> 00:31:49,201 I know that I've smelled it before. 714 00:31:50,236 --> 00:31:51,902 Wait, are... 715 00:31:51,903 --> 00:31:53,305 are we married? 716 00:31:53,405 --> 00:31:55,140 No. 717 00:31:55,274 --> 00:31:56,808 But you love me? 718 00:31:56,942 --> 00:31:58,510 - No. - Okay. 719 00:31:58,644 --> 00:32:00,479 Was I married? 720 00:32:00,579 --> 00:32:02,314 Yes. 721 00:32:03,482 --> 00:32:05,083 Do you know my wife? 722 00:32:05,951 --> 00:32:07,185 Sorry, it's just... 723 00:32:07,286 --> 00:32:09,620 I look at you and I-I see... 724 00:32:09,621 --> 00:32:11,156 I see someone else, too. 725 00:32:16,762 --> 00:32:17,629 Sydney. 726 00:32:17,729 --> 00:32:19,064 No, no, no, my wife. 727 00:32:19,164 --> 00:32:21,233 My wife's name is Sydney. 728 00:32:21,333 --> 00:32:22,668 Please, please, please sit down. 729 00:32:22,801 --> 00:32:24,602 D-D-D-Did you know Sydney? Do you know her? 730 00:32:24,603 --> 00:32:26,171 I don't know her, but whoever she is 731 00:32:26,272 --> 00:32:27,839 should be glad you're locked up. 732 00:32:27,939 --> 00:32:29,341 Why-why would you say that? 733 00:32:29,441 --> 00:32:30,542 What...? 734 00:32:30,642 --> 00:32:32,478 What did I do? Ple-- 735 00:32:32,578 --> 00:32:34,780 Hey! Tell me, please! 736 00:32:37,716 --> 00:32:39,851 - That took a lot of courage. - Thanks, but I messed up 737 00:32:39,951 --> 00:32:41,620 at the end, didn't I? I shouldn't have said that. 738 00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:44,956 I... I mean, it's obvious he's locked up. 739 00:32:45,056 --> 00:32:47,058 - He's cuffed. - He just doesn't know why. 740 00:32:47,158 --> 00:32:48,927 Thank you for your help, Ramona. 741 00:32:49,027 --> 00:32:51,763 Thank you for letting me see 742 00:32:51,863 --> 00:32:53,565 that he's not who he used to be. 743 00:32:56,402 --> 00:32:58,604 I'm not afraid anymore. 744 00:32:59,705 --> 00:33:02,139 I'm gonna get my family back. 745 00:33:02,140 --> 00:33:04,876 If we need you on the stand? 746 00:33:04,976 --> 00:33:07,145 I'll be the voice 747 00:33:07,245 --> 00:33:09,281 for everyone he silenced. 748 00:33:20,959 --> 00:33:23,395 Sydney and I, we have two kids. 749 00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:30,235 Where are they? What happened? 750 00:33:30,369 --> 00:33:32,103 What do you think happened to them? 751 00:33:33,739 --> 00:33:35,374 The worst. 752 00:33:36,508 --> 00:33:37,809 Okay. 753 00:33:37,909 --> 00:33:40,010 And what is that? 754 00:33:44,983 --> 00:33:47,152 They died. 755 00:33:48,253 --> 00:33:49,755 A fire. 756 00:33:49,855 --> 00:33:52,591 I keep having these terrible nightmares 757 00:33:52,691 --> 00:33:55,461 about this fire, and there's smoke and flames. 758 00:33:56,227 --> 00:33:57,728 And people are screaming to get out, 759 00:33:57,729 --> 00:33:59,965 and I can't help them. 760 00:34:01,299 --> 00:34:03,201 Is that what happened? 761 00:34:05,136 --> 00:34:06,705 No. 762 00:34:06,805 --> 00:34:08,106 Was it a car accident? 763 00:34:08,206 --> 00:34:10,642 Did they die and I survived? 764 00:34:10,776 --> 00:34:12,511 No. 765 00:34:15,547 --> 00:34:17,315 But they're dead? 766 00:34:17,449 --> 00:34:18,884 No. 767 00:34:21,453 --> 00:34:22,488 Then where are they? 768 00:34:22,621 --> 00:34:24,322 Why haven't they come to see me? 769 00:34:25,290 --> 00:34:28,960 Why don't you try to remember everything you can about them? 770 00:34:35,133 --> 00:34:38,136 Sydney has a smile that just melts me. 771 00:34:38,269 --> 00:34:40,138 Holly is our oldest one, 772 00:34:40,238 --> 00:34:41,507 and Harlow is our little one. 773 00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:42,974 She likes basketball. 774 00:34:45,276 --> 00:34:47,212 And we, we live in Seattle. 775 00:34:50,416 --> 00:34:52,884 I have a family. I want to see them. 776 00:34:53,819 --> 00:34:55,421 Elias... 777 00:34:56,822 --> 00:34:59,224 ...that's never gonna happen. 778 00:34:59,324 --> 00:35:02,694 You're never gonna see them again. 779 00:35:04,295 --> 00:35:07,232 I just don't understand why. 780 00:35:14,506 --> 00:35:16,875 You're not here to protect me. 781 00:35:18,810 --> 00:35:22,080 You're here to protect other people from me. 782 00:35:56,181 --> 00:35:57,848 So it worked. Ramona helped? 783 00:35:57,849 --> 00:36:00,519 She did, and she's getting her family back. 784 00:36:00,619 --> 00:36:01,920 But Voit... 785 00:36:02,020 --> 00:36:04,790 only sees the good and is a shell of himself. 786 00:36:04,890 --> 00:36:06,257 Oh, my. 787 00:36:06,391 --> 00:36:08,025 Incoming drama alert. Connie lost it 788 00:36:08,026 --> 00:36:10,762 at the house, and we were able to talk her down-- sort of-- 789 00:36:10,896 --> 00:36:12,464 but she refused to drive here with us 790 00:36:12,564 --> 00:36:14,265 and now she's saying she's not gonna come in. 791 00:36:14,399 --> 00:36:15,901 To her son's funeral? 792 00:36:16,001 --> 00:36:17,068 Yeah. 793 00:36:17,202 --> 00:36:18,303 Where is she? 794 00:36:18,403 --> 00:36:20,038 Outside. 795 00:36:25,711 --> 00:36:29,481 - Please, just let me be. - No, I can't. 796 00:36:29,581 --> 00:36:30,582 Come on. 797 00:36:30,716 --> 00:36:33,552 You mind if I, uh, join you, ladies? 798 00:36:34,352 --> 00:36:38,456 I was just telling Connie that she's gonna regret this. 799 00:36:38,557 --> 00:36:41,058 The boys need her. 800 00:36:41,059 --> 00:36:43,829 Jennifer needs you. 801 00:36:45,797 --> 00:36:47,265 The three of us. 802 00:36:48,099 --> 00:36:50,301 We're the wisest of the bunch, wouldn't you say? 803 00:36:50,401 --> 00:36:51,302 Yeah. 804 00:36:51,402 --> 00:36:53,371 That's a nice way to put it. 805 00:36:53,471 --> 00:36:57,609 They always said, "With age comes wisdom," 806 00:36:57,709 --> 00:37:02,714 but they left out the part about all the loss. 807 00:37:03,549 --> 00:37:06,451 I-I can't imagine the pain of losing Will... 808 00:37:06,552 --> 00:37:09,187 Or Roz. 809 00:37:11,890 --> 00:37:13,692 I lost a child. 810 00:37:14,893 --> 00:37:18,329 One my wife and I prayed for but never got to know. 811 00:37:18,463 --> 00:37:21,299 He never had a chance 812 00:37:21,399 --> 00:37:25,003 to scrape a knee or mend a broken heart. 813 00:37:25,837 --> 00:37:27,606 We grieved in our own way, but... 814 00:37:28,439 --> 00:37:31,677 ...we couldn't comfort each other. 815 00:37:31,810 --> 00:37:33,111 Our-our shared loss-- 816 00:37:33,211 --> 00:37:37,816 the one thing no one else could experience but us-- 817 00:37:37,949 --> 00:37:39,818 drove us apart. 818 00:37:41,019 --> 00:37:43,521 We lost hope 819 00:37:43,622 --> 00:37:47,492 and then experienced another death. 820 00:37:48,660 --> 00:37:52,664 Our child and then our marriage. 821 00:37:55,066 --> 00:37:57,703 I regret that every single day. 822 00:37:57,836 --> 00:38:00,706 I'm sorry for your loss. 823 00:38:02,674 --> 00:38:05,176 But it's not the same. 824 00:38:05,276 --> 00:38:06,477 No, that's true. 825 00:38:06,578 --> 00:38:09,380 But how we grieve... 826 00:38:09,514 --> 00:38:13,184 is-is-is not always up to us. 827 00:38:13,318 --> 00:38:14,653 And our actions 828 00:38:14,753 --> 00:38:16,588 at times like this... 829 00:38:17,989 --> 00:38:20,358 ...it's not always who we are. 830 00:38:21,092 --> 00:38:24,395 But walking into that church... 831 00:38:25,530 --> 00:38:27,132 ...well... 832 00:38:30,368 --> 00:38:31,870 ...that's a choice. 833 00:38:32,003 --> 00:38:34,039 You're right. 834 00:38:35,874 --> 00:38:38,610 I can decide to go inside. 835 00:38:39,577 --> 00:38:43,214 I can do a lot of things Will can't. 836 00:38:44,883 --> 00:38:47,385 I can watch his boys grow up. 837 00:38:47,485 --> 00:38:49,254 But he can't. 838 00:38:51,890 --> 00:38:54,726 It's not fair, but God has a plan... 839 00:38:54,826 --> 00:38:59,029 Oh, stop telling me God has a plan, Sandy. 840 00:38:59,030 --> 00:39:00,999 How can there be some greater good 841 00:39:01,099 --> 00:39:03,835 to taking a man away from his children? 842 00:39:03,935 --> 00:39:06,271 From his wife? From me? 843 00:39:07,038 --> 00:39:10,341 Will should be burying me. 844 00:39:11,509 --> 00:39:13,844 What have I done to deserve this? 845 00:39:13,845 --> 00:39:16,347 Outliving my son? 846 00:39:17,582 --> 00:39:21,586 How can any god be that cruel? 847 00:39:23,121 --> 00:39:24,255 I... 848 00:39:26,591 --> 00:39:29,027 I don't know how to do this. 849 00:39:34,900 --> 00:39:37,335 Those flowers are stunning. 850 00:39:38,636 --> 00:39:41,172 Those are from Hotch. 851 00:39:42,173 --> 00:39:44,976 And the ones in the middle are from Derek. 852 00:39:45,076 --> 00:39:48,980 And those ones are from Spencer. 853 00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:51,382 Oh. Did you talk to him? 854 00:39:51,482 --> 00:39:54,084 Oh, I wish. I got a text. 855 00:39:54,085 --> 00:39:56,955 Still, I'm, 856 00:39:57,055 --> 00:40:00,625 I'm happy he reached out. It's good. 857 00:40:04,129 --> 00:40:05,130 Told you he'd come. 858 00:40:05,230 --> 00:40:06,832 Who? 859 00:40:10,168 --> 00:40:11,803 Spence? 860 00:40:17,308 --> 00:40:18,810 You came. 861 00:40:19,677 --> 00:40:21,579 Hi. 862 00:40:22,814 --> 00:40:25,483 Hey, Spence. 863 00:41:00,318 --> 00:41:03,054 One time Will and I were in a, 864 00:41:03,154 --> 00:41:06,391 a bit of a serious situation. 865 00:41:06,524 --> 00:41:09,560 Okay, it wasn't just that once, but... 866 00:41:09,660 --> 00:41:12,864 he said, "If we get out of this..." 867 00:41:13,698 --> 00:41:17,002 "...the first thing I'm gonna do is marry JJ." 868 00:41:17,102 --> 00:41:18,703 And he did. 869 00:41:19,537 --> 00:41:22,407 I've always heard "True love 870 00:41:22,540 --> 00:41:26,377 holds on to those it has held." 871 00:41:27,678 --> 00:41:29,815 And I'd like to believe that's true. 872 00:41:29,915 --> 00:41:33,118 JJ, you and Will 873 00:41:33,218 --> 00:41:37,355 have a kind of love that comes around once, 874 00:41:37,455 --> 00:41:39,190 if you're lucky. 875 00:41:40,391 --> 00:41:43,728 And, my God, were you two lucky. 876 00:41:45,396 --> 00:41:49,734 So then, when I moved in to the place I have now, 877 00:41:49,835 --> 00:41:55,040 Will called me and asked me if he could help me move. 878 00:41:56,374 --> 00:41:58,576 And-and with that Will seriousness, 879 00:41:58,676 --> 00:42:00,611 like, he got the boxes, he got the tape, 880 00:42:00,711 --> 00:42:04,115 he got, he got so much Bubble Wrap. 881 00:42:04,249 --> 00:42:07,618 We bubble-wrapped things I would never... 882 00:42:07,718 --> 00:42:11,923 And he was so cherishing of all of my, you know, 883 00:42:12,023 --> 00:42:15,293 admittedly, sometimes ridiculous home decor. 884 00:42:16,127 --> 00:42:17,295 And it made me 885 00:42:17,395 --> 00:42:19,597 feel so cherished. 886 00:42:21,399 --> 00:42:22,934 Which is why I would know 887 00:42:23,034 --> 00:42:25,235 it would just destroy him 888 00:42:25,236 --> 00:42:29,440 if he saw us all holding our broken hearts right now. 889 00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:57,969 My mornings would always start with one of these. 890 00:43:00,005 --> 00:43:04,509 "I'll find you in every lifetime and love you even more." 891 00:43:05,310 --> 00:43:08,913 Or... "Don't get shot today. 892 00:43:08,914 --> 00:43:11,182 We have a hot date tonight." 893 00:43:11,316 --> 00:43:15,954 He would leave these for me all over the place. 894 00:43:16,054 --> 00:43:17,322 Bathroom mirror. 895 00:43:17,422 --> 00:43:20,558 Coffee pot. Fridge. Windshield. 896 00:43:22,994 --> 00:43:27,565 I didn't tell Will that I kept them all, but... 897 00:43:29,935 --> 00:43:31,836 I think he knew. 898 00:43:31,937 --> 00:43:33,738 He was a romantic. 899 00:43:35,506 --> 00:43:37,575 Every morning, 900 00:43:37,675 --> 00:43:39,177 no matter what... 901 00:43:39,978 --> 00:43:42,981 ...he would write me one of these little notes. 902 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,156 Except that morning. 903 00:43:52,857 --> 00:43:54,759 He wasn't himself. 904 00:43:59,030 --> 00:44:01,832 I should've known. 905 00:44:02,733 --> 00:44:06,704 'Cause he didn't... write a note. 906 00:44:11,809 --> 00:44:13,411 This isn't the deal we made. 907 00:44:14,212 --> 00:44:16,214 Our boys aren't supposed to grow up 908 00:44:16,347 --> 00:44:17,682 without a dad. 909 00:44:17,782 --> 00:44:19,951 We were in this together. 910 00:44:23,088 --> 00:44:26,091 That morning, you didn't get Michael and Henry off to school. 911 00:44:26,191 --> 00:44:28,426 They didn't even get to see you. 912 00:44:29,760 --> 00:44:31,062 That morning... 913 00:44:34,032 --> 00:44:36,501 ...would be the last time I heard your voice, 914 00:44:36,601 --> 00:44:39,337 and it wasn't "Goodbye" 915 00:44:39,437 --> 00:44:41,339 or "I love you." 916 00:44:44,242 --> 00:44:47,112 But you needed help. 917 00:44:48,513 --> 00:44:50,815 And I couldn't save you. 918 00:44:51,682 --> 00:44:54,619 I let you down and I'm so sorry. 919 00:45:00,758 --> 00:45:01,959 I am s-- 920 00:45:02,060 --> 00:45:06,497 I'm so sorry for that, boys. 921 00:45:08,366 --> 00:45:09,700 I'm sorry. 922 00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:11,869 I don't-- um... 923 00:45:14,639 --> 00:45:16,107 I'm... 924 00:45:16,241 --> 00:45:18,009 I'm lost. 925 00:45:29,387 --> 00:45:32,457 I don't know how to do this. 926 00:45:37,562 --> 00:45:38,663 I appreciate all your support. 927 00:45:38,796 --> 00:45:39,964 So sorry for your loss. 928 00:45:40,065 --> 00:45:42,300 - Thank you for coming. - Of course. 929 00:45:45,970 --> 00:45:48,005 Still can't believe you made it. 930 00:45:48,139 --> 00:45:50,675 I'm always here for you guys. 931 00:46:37,088 --> 00:46:41,625 ♪ We said that we'd walk together ♪ 932 00:46:41,626 --> 00:46:45,029 ♪ Baby, come what may ♪ 933 00:46:46,697 --> 00:46:49,934 ♪ That come the twilight ♪ 934 00:46:50,034 --> 00:46:54,038 ♪ Should we lose our way ♪ 935 00:46:55,340 --> 00:46:58,508 ♪ If as we're walking ♪ 936 00:46:58,509 --> 00:47:02,580 ♪ A hand should slip free ♪ 937 00:47:04,182 --> 00:47:06,217 ♪ Oh, I'll wait for you ♪ 938 00:47:06,351 --> 00:47:11,156 ♪ Should I fall behind, wait for me ♪ 939 00:47:12,857 --> 00:47:16,761 ♪ We swore we'd travel ♪ 940 00:47:16,861 --> 00:47:20,231 ♪ Darling, side by side ♪ 941 00:47:21,432 --> 00:47:25,703 ♪ We'd help each other ♪ 942 00:47:25,803 --> 00:47:28,539 ♪ Stay in stride ♪ 943 00:47:30,308 --> 00:47:32,910 ♪ But each lover's steps ♪ 944 00:47:33,043 --> 00:47:36,981 ♪ Fall so differently ♪ 945 00:47:38,916 --> 00:47:41,152 ♪ But I'll wait for you ♪ 946 00:47:41,252 --> 00:47:45,823 ♪ If I should fall behind, wait for me ♪ 947 00:47:47,525 --> 00:47:51,262 ♪ Now everyone dreams of ♪ 948 00:47:51,362 --> 00:47:55,433 ♪ A love lasting and true ♪ 949 00:47:55,533 --> 00:48:00,605 ♪ Oh, but you and I know what this world can do ♪ 950 00:48:02,473 --> 00:48:05,610 ♪ So let's make our steps clear ♪ 951 00:48:07,178 --> 00:48:10,415 ♪ That the other may see ♪ 952 00:48:11,749 --> 00:48:14,018 ♪ And I'll wait for you ♪ 953 00:48:14,118 --> 00:48:18,456 ♪ If I should fall behind, wait for me ♪ 954 00:48:26,163 --> 00:48:30,868 ♪ Now there's a beautiful river ♪ 955 00:48:30,968 --> 00:48:34,672 ♪ In the valley ahead ♪ 956 00:48:35,906 --> 00:48:39,075 ♪ There 'neath the oak's bough ♪ 957 00:48:39,076 --> 00:48:43,180 ♪ Soon we will be wed ♪ 958 00:48:44,081 --> 00:48:47,818 ♪ And should we lose each other ♪ 959 00:48:47,918 --> 00:48:51,822 ♪ In the shadow of the evening trees ♪ 960 00:48:53,624 --> 00:48:55,860 ♪ Oh, I'll wait for you ♪ 961 00:48:55,993 --> 00:48:59,797 ♪ And should I fall behind, wait for me ♪ 962 00:49:02,267 --> 00:49:04,569 ♪ Darling, I'll wait for you ♪ 963 00:49:04,669 --> 00:49:09,073 ♪ Should I fall behind, wait for me ♪ 964 00:49:11,008 --> 00:49:13,778 ♪ Yes, I'll wait for you ♪ 965 00:49:13,878 --> 00:49:17,114 ♪ Should I fall behind ♪ 966 00:49:18,015 --> 00:49:20,918 ♪ Wait for me. ♪ 967 00:49:25,990 --> 00:49:28,859 When I saw them, I couldn't find the words, 968 00:49:28,959 --> 00:49:31,862 but you... you were great. 969 00:49:31,962 --> 00:49:33,264 Mm. Thanks. 970 00:49:33,398 --> 00:49:36,533 I mean, there's no right thing to say, yeah? 971 00:49:36,534 --> 00:49:38,135 Whole thing just hurts my heart. 972 00:49:38,269 --> 00:49:40,905 And then these two beautiful beasts, 973 00:49:41,005 --> 00:49:44,475 they keep growing like weeds, and now... 974 00:49:44,575 --> 00:49:46,844 without their dad... 975 00:49:48,646 --> 00:49:53,284 You know, you both could help JJ with the rough-and-tumble stuff. 976 00:49:53,418 --> 00:49:55,219 I'd be honored. 977 00:49:57,288 --> 00:49:59,490 I'm gonna go ahead and join them now. 978 00:49:59,624 --> 00:50:00,758 You want to referee? 979 00:50:00,858 --> 00:50:02,360 No. 980 00:50:06,631 --> 00:50:08,064 But how? 981 00:50:08,065 --> 00:50:11,135 Oh, um, Spence's supervisor 982 00:50:11,235 --> 00:50:13,236 worked with you at the State Department. 983 00:50:13,237 --> 00:50:15,673 - So he gave him the morning off. - Oh. 984 00:50:15,806 --> 00:50:18,876 Do you need anything? Water, or...? 985 00:50:18,976 --> 00:50:21,145 Got any of those cheese puffs? 986 00:50:21,245 --> 00:50:23,314 Oh, I don't. I'm sorry. 987 00:50:23,414 --> 00:50:25,716 Oh, I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 988 00:50:25,816 --> 00:50:27,552 No, I-I can't numb myself. 989 00:50:27,652 --> 00:50:30,821 I mean... you can. 990 00:50:30,955 --> 00:50:32,357 No. 991 00:50:33,190 --> 00:50:34,859 I need to feel all of it. 992 00:50:36,527 --> 00:50:37,728 Okay. 993 00:50:39,063 --> 00:50:42,632 Hey. That was such a beautiful service. 994 00:50:42,633 --> 00:50:44,402 - It really was. - Yeah. 995 00:50:44,502 --> 00:50:46,671 - How are you doing? - Mm. 996 00:50:46,771 --> 00:50:48,605 Getting any sleep? 997 00:50:48,606 --> 00:50:52,843 Well, um, every time I close my eyes, 998 00:50:52,943 --> 00:50:54,143 Will's right there. 999 00:50:54,144 --> 00:50:58,583 So, it's either keep my eyes open 1000 00:50:58,683 --> 00:51:01,485 to avoid the reality that he's not right there, 1001 00:51:01,486 --> 00:51:05,222 or... stay asleep 1002 00:51:05,322 --> 00:51:07,291 and get lost in the dream that he is. 1003 00:51:07,392 --> 00:51:10,728 Well, maybe you do both. 1004 00:51:10,861 --> 00:51:13,230 Look, this-this grief is gonna come in waves, 1005 00:51:13,330 --> 00:51:15,165 whether you're ready for it or not. 1006 00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:20,304 So, y-your only job is just to ride it out. 1007 00:51:21,639 --> 00:51:23,874 Oh. God, I know that look. 1008 00:51:24,008 --> 00:51:25,943 Rebecca needs rescuing. 1009 00:51:28,312 --> 00:51:31,416 It's the little things, right? 1010 00:51:32,917 --> 00:51:36,587 Knowing someone like that. Being known like that. 1011 00:51:36,687 --> 00:51:37,955 Oh, I-I'm so sorry. 1012 00:51:38,055 --> 00:51:39,189 I shouldn't have said it like that. 1013 00:51:39,289 --> 00:51:42,292 Oh, no, I'm glad you did. 1014 00:51:43,394 --> 00:51:45,295 Waves, right? 1015 00:51:46,564 --> 00:51:48,132 Waves. 1016 00:52:01,879 --> 00:52:03,914 Hey. 1017 00:52:04,048 --> 00:52:05,816 Hey. 1018 00:52:07,418 --> 00:52:09,920 You, uh, really got me up there. 1019 00:52:10,054 --> 00:52:11,255 Krystall and I, 1020 00:52:11,388 --> 00:52:14,825 we had countless goodbyes and I love yous... 1021 00:52:14,925 --> 00:52:18,429 but, uh, the morning she died, 1022 00:52:18,529 --> 00:52:21,866 I couldn't remember if I said it. 1023 00:52:23,133 --> 00:52:25,903 But she knew... right? 1024 00:52:26,003 --> 00:52:28,038 Oh, yeah, she knew. 1025 00:52:28,138 --> 00:52:29,740 But Will knew. 1026 00:52:31,008 --> 00:52:34,144 Because the thing is, nobody knows until it happens. 1027 00:52:34,278 --> 00:52:37,482 I mean, death is the end, yes, 1028 00:52:37,615 --> 00:52:40,851 but it's also the beginning of a different relationship. 1029 00:52:40,951 --> 00:52:44,154 You will still speak to Will. 1030 00:52:45,222 --> 00:52:46,857 You'll wonder... 1031 00:52:47,892 --> 00:52:49,627 ...what he thinks about something, 1032 00:52:49,727 --> 00:52:52,830 or what he would say to the kids 1033 00:52:52,930 --> 00:52:54,965 when they need him. 1034 00:52:55,766 --> 00:52:58,102 He was your other half. 1035 00:52:59,269 --> 00:53:01,472 And he lives in your heart. 1036 00:53:01,572 --> 00:53:04,141 And nothing changes that. 1037 00:53:06,777 --> 00:53:09,046 Oh, and a little advice? 1038 00:53:09,980 --> 00:53:11,582 Please. 1039 00:53:11,682 --> 00:53:15,720 Do more of what you did at the church. 1040 00:53:15,820 --> 00:53:19,657 You say what you feel, whenever you feel it. 1041 00:53:19,757 --> 00:53:24,995 Because it shows the boys that it's okay to let it out. 1042 00:53:25,095 --> 00:53:26,764 Okay. 1043 00:53:28,332 --> 00:53:29,767 I love you, Dave. 1044 00:53:33,103 --> 00:53:34,839 I love you more, kid. 1045 00:53:40,044 --> 00:53:43,213 You're a hero, Jennifer Jareau. 1046 00:53:43,313 --> 00:53:46,150 You're my hero, and your boys'. 1047 00:53:46,250 --> 00:53:48,252 Don't you ever forget that. 1048 00:53:53,123 --> 00:53:55,560 Always one more dirty dish. 1049 00:54:02,166 --> 00:54:05,770 All these years, I never thanked you. 1050 00:54:05,870 --> 00:54:08,672 For loving my son. 1051 00:54:08,673 --> 00:54:10,140 My grandsons. 1052 00:54:10,240 --> 00:54:11,876 Me. 1053 00:54:13,143 --> 00:54:15,478 I'm sorry I didn't tell you. 1054 00:54:15,479 --> 00:54:17,247 Oh, he didn't want me to know. 1055 00:54:17,347 --> 00:54:18,815 No, he didn't want you to worry. 1056 00:54:18,816 --> 00:54:21,251 Yeah. Always the protector. 1057 00:54:23,153 --> 00:54:25,856 I'd like to visit more. 1058 00:54:26,624 --> 00:54:29,860 I don't want to miss seeing my grandsons grow up. 1059 00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:32,161 Would it... 1060 00:54:32,162 --> 00:54:34,632 W-Would it be okay? 1061 00:54:39,269 --> 00:54:41,305 That'd be great. 1062 00:54:44,341 --> 00:54:46,210 Mm. 1063 00:54:52,717 --> 00:54:54,251 Get some sleep. 1064 00:54:54,384 --> 00:54:56,821 I'll see you in the morning. 1065 00:55:03,193 --> 00:55:05,129 Love you. 1066 00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:11,636 Love you. 1067 00:55:29,053 --> 00:55:30,621 You still up? 1068 00:55:30,755 --> 00:55:34,024 It's the gift Dad made for Michael. 1069 00:55:35,292 --> 00:55:37,260 I found it on the bookshelf. 1070 00:55:37,261 --> 00:55:38,896 The one with the cutout. 1071 00:55:39,764 --> 00:55:42,299 I looked there, I looked everywhere. 1072 00:55:42,399 --> 00:55:44,434 I took it a few days ago. 1073 00:55:44,534 --> 00:55:46,837 Sorry I didn't tell you. 1074 00:55:55,980 --> 00:55:58,182 "The LaMontagne's How-to Guide." 1075 00:55:58,282 --> 00:56:03,120 How to fish, how to shave, how to make coffee. 1076 00:56:03,220 --> 00:56:05,589 And the frittata. See? 1077 00:56:06,290 --> 00:56:08,659 I was right about the hash browns. 1078 00:56:13,798 --> 00:56:16,566 It's almost like Dad knew he wouldn't be here. 1079 00:56:18,302 --> 00:56:20,170 Did he know he was gonna die? 1080 00:56:20,270 --> 00:56:23,607 No... No, he didn't. 1081 00:56:25,109 --> 00:56:28,478 But he also didn't want to risk missing anything. 1082 00:56:29,246 --> 00:56:33,884 Taking care of you boys was his life. 1083 00:56:36,687 --> 00:56:40,257 Being gone was his worst fear. 1084 00:56:41,425 --> 00:56:45,062 Looks like this was his way 1085 00:56:45,195 --> 00:56:47,264 to always be around. 1086 00:56:50,968 --> 00:56:52,569 I-m-- I'm sure... 1087 00:56:52,703 --> 00:56:55,973 I'm sure Michael will share it with you. 1088 00:56:56,073 --> 00:56:58,709 No, that's for him. 1089 00:56:58,809 --> 00:57:02,713 Besides, Dad already taught me most of those things. 1090 00:57:03,680 --> 00:57:06,316 Maybe I can help Michael if he needs it. 1091 00:57:11,188 --> 00:57:13,724 I miss him so much, Mom. 1092 00:57:16,493 --> 00:57:18,262 I know you do. 1093 00:57:20,264 --> 00:57:21,899 So do I.